Hi Maureen, I had a counselling session yesterday and was told I was being too hard on myself but it's difficult for me not to have high expectations. The session was more helpful than I thought and I realise I need to cope not only with the loss of Jane but also a new life alone. I've never been alone so it's quite a challenge.
I'm really getting into the garden and tend to spend several hours every day outside tidying up, weeding planting, etc. Today I planted out 20 freesia bulbs, they were one of Jane's favourite flowers so I hope to get a good showing. Thanks for thinking of me. Love & hugs, Steve xx