<img class="alignleft wp-image-3203 size-medium" src="http://pigyard.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2016/03/janes-studiomar16-300x225.jpg" alt="jane's-studio(mar16)" width="300" height="225" />I'm trying to keep a balance between keeping busy and allowing time for reflection. Sometimes busy and reflection just collide.
I drove off to Louth this morning for my mid-week swim in pouring rain and flooded roads. I often find myself driving and thinking of how things might have been which finds me driving through a veil of tears. I do feel better after a swim especially as today I managed to complete 32 lengths for the first time since we stopped swimming when Jane started chemo.

After a coffee with Nick I went up into Jane's studio determined to prepare her PC to pass on to Sue &amp; Graham and while files were copying over onto a backup drive I started looking through boxes, drawers and folders. To say it was upsetting is an understatement but I cannot imagine when it won't be. I came across a photo of Jane at primary school and I thought how sad that there won't be anyone else interested in this so what do I do with it? - you guessed it, I shoved it back in the box and closed the lid; another time maybe.

I have a concern that the studio will become a bit like Charles Dickens Miss Haversham's house with cobwebs and dust because nothing is ever changed. There's no rush...