Steve

Jane, would be very proud of how you are trying to cope alone, all these feelings are natural I am sure.  

I am impressed with the swim, we have a Paralympic potential swimmer in our lane, she has a form of dwarfism, her name is also Ellie
( her idle being Ellie Simmonds) she finds out in the next few days if she qualifies for Rio.  In the face of adversity it's amazing how we cope or over come situations.

Keep the posts coming

Alison X