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Today marks the fifth anniversary of Jane's death. Five years to come to terms with the worst thing to ever happen in my life.

Over the last five years I've learned to look at life in a more positive way. I feel fortunate that I will have three lives - the 19 years before I met her; the wonderful 45 years we were together; and my time ahead of me in a new life.

She was a beautiful person. She helped to shape me and make me a better person. She taught me about selflessness and how important that is. Her life lessons will remain with me for the rest of my life.