[caption id="attachment_3082" align="alignleft" width="225"]<a href="http://pigyard.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2016/01/jane-on-decking-1.jpg"><img class="size-medium wp-image-3082" src="http://pigyard.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2016/01/jane-on-decking-1-225x300.jpg" alt="" width="225" height="300" /></a> Relaxing in Rothersthorpe[/caption]

Two years ago today Jane died, the world became a lesser place and my world fell apart completely. Since that day I've slowly built a new life, brick by brick, tear by tear, until I can face each day with optimism and hope (not every day but most days).

Today I'm going to the Hospice garden to meditate on our lives together not in a morose or maudlin way but a reflection on 45 years of happiness, excitement and pure joy.

Nobody could have asked for more however I know there is more joy to come and I look forward to what life might bring next...

A special thank you to all those who have supported me over the past two years and continue to be there for me.